Jonathan Sifleet :
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For the VMs
-VM freezing is you doing anything that pauses the game, such as opening the main menu, and the game is in the process of pausing, as it takes it a second to fully pause.
-VM frozen is the game paused.
-VM thawing is you leaving anything that pauses the game."
"Error: File "Dragonborn.esm" does not exist or is not currently loaded.
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You have a Missing Master (dragonborn DLC) try running BOSS or removing the mod that depends on dragonborn
so far i think the start another life mod is related to that error from dragonborn.esm
also here is the load order :
Skyrim.esm
Update.esm
Unofficial Skyrim Patch.esp
Dawnguard.esm
Dawnguard - Textures.esm
Unofficial Dawnguard Patch.esp
HearthFires.esm
HearthFires - Textures.esm
Unofficial Hearthfire Patch.esp
Skyrim Project Optimization.esm
Skyrim Project Optimization - Dawnguard.esm
ClimatesOfTamriel.esm
HighResTexturePack01.esp
HighResTexturePack02.esp
HighResTexturePack03.esp
Balanced_Magic_Dawnguard.esp
EnhancedLightsandFX.esp
ELFX - Exteriors.esp
Headbomb's Better Sorting - Books.esp
Brawl Bugs CE.esp
dD - Realistic Ragdoll Force - Realistic.esp
Skype.esp
Smithing Perks Overhaul - Balanced.esp
Complete Crafting Overhaul - BS version.esp
ClimatesOfTamriel-Dawnguard-Patch.esp
BFSEffects.esp
Headbomb's Better Sorting - Ingredients.esp
dD - Enhanced Blood Main.esp
dD-Dawnguard-EBT Patch.esp
ELFX - Dawnguard.esp
Helgen Reborn.esp
SkyUI.esp
HDT Capes.esp
Headbomb's Better Sorting - Miscellaneous.esp
Headbomb's Better Sorting - Potions (Normal Weight).esp
Headbomb's Better Sorting - Food (Normal Weight).esp
Headbomb's Better Sorting - Soul Gems (Ranked).esp
dD-Reduced Wound Size.esp
Headbomb's Better Sorting - Spells.esp
Balanced_Magic.esp
Headbomb's Better Sorting - Ammo.esp
IceBreaker's Improved Reverb v0.025.esp
Moss Rocks.esp
CoT-WeatherPatch.esp
CoT-WeatherPatch_NL3.esp
CoT-WeatherPatch_Snow-40.esp
SDO Full-LOD - The Morthal Swamp Light.esp
SkyFalls + SkyMills + DG.esp
RealisticWaterTwo.esp
City Forest and Landscape V2 trees whiterun light fix.esp
CityForestV2_6.esp
ELFXEnhancer.esp
CinematicFireFX.esp
SDO Full-LOD - Waterfall Effects.esp
WayOfTheMonk.esp
SDO Full-LOD - Whiterun Trundra Creeks.esp
Supreme Storms - Cot Version.esp
CoT-WeatherPatch_SupStorms.esp
Vivid Landscapes.esp
SMIM-Merged-All.esp
SFO - Dragonborn.esp
CerwidenCompanion.esp
ELFX - NoBreezehome.esp
Skyrim Flora Overhaul.esp
Chesko_Frostfall.esp
Grass_On_Steroids_SFO-SHORT.esp
RealisticWaterTwo - Waves - Dawnguard.esp
SDO Full-LOD - Giant Campfires.esp
RealisticWaterTwo - Dawnguard.esp
MorskomPatchCOT.esp
Ish's Souls to Perks.esp
TKcombat.esp
VioLens.esp
CombatDramaOverhaul.esp
Watercolor_for_ENB_RWT.esp
Alternate Start - Live Another Life.esp
Bashed Patch, 0.esp