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Um, it's for some research I'm doing!

Who has good reliable info about these girls?

Are they simply strong willed girls who use their body for monetary advantage?

Are they all drug dependant?

Are they all VD infected?

Do they have feelings?

Could one become a good friend? And if not, why not?

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Yes

Yes

Yes

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No,friendship beetween a man and a woman is something very hard to achive,so it most be a lot more whit a hore.



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Reply to varlo

If you see a bowl of apples and most are rotten, do you bother to look for a good one, or do you give them all a miss?

There's your answer. :wink:

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Reply to camieabz

Using your analogy, I'd dive right in.

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Reply to WingDing

Yes, but you're the exception to all rules in any analogy. :smile:

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Reply to camieabz

Oh yeah. I forgot.

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Reply to WingDing

A woman I know told me last night that when she was 14 her mother gave her a copy of "The Joy of Sex" and encouraged her to aim high and to become a call girl. Unlike a hooker or a prostitute, callgirls earn BIG money from RICH guys, mostly corporate types...

Amazing...gotta love parents who encourage their kids to dream big...

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Reply to girlnamedlou

So that's what homeschoolers get taught.

hehe.. just kidding lou

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Reply to Yahiko81

Heheh...
This woman <i>is</i> a homeschooler, but was not herself homeschooled. She is now a devout Christian...

I'll stop there.

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Reply to girlnamedlou

where have you been. i write and you don't answer.. i'm getting worried about you.

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Reply to Yahiko81

There are different levels of call girls. You've got your average, run of the mill, not so hot call girls which cost less on an hourly basis. I put these women in the skank category. Then you move up to mid-level call girl. These girls look great but there is always that one thing that could be better. Like maybe one breast is samller or oddly shaped compared to the other. These women cost about $50 to $100 more per hour and I put them into the hot skank category. Then we go to the top of the line call girls available. These girls are the most near perfect chicks money can buy. They are usually out of reach of anyone not making at least 6 figures. I put these women in the premium skank category. They usually have no STD's because they do have some respect for themselves.

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Reply to groth2757

Jesus...I didn't realize it'd been that long since I'd checked my email! I'm totally sorry!!

Actually...I've been playing EQ! LOL
Okay...I responded to your email! :smile:

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Reply to girlnamedlou

Too busy smoking chode, more like.

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Reply to WingDing

Naughty Ding...smoking chode doesn't take <i>that</i> long! LOL

PLENTY of time for EQ...

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Reply to girlnamedlou

Well it takes at least a week to smoke all available (and intact) chode in my local graveyard. Mind you, that does include rimming time too.

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Reply to WingDing

See you are being to nice about it. You have to rip them off the cadavers and take em back to your place so you can multitask.

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Reply to Yahiko81

Well...that's the difference. I'm only smoking <i>one</i> chode...thus I have time for other things.

I <i>was</i> going to say that it goes fast because of my superior chode-smoking skills...but I can see I'm up against a champeen chode-smoker, so I won't bother trying to compete...

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Reply to girlnamedlou

Now HERE'S a <i>thinking</i> man!


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Reply to girlnamedlou

Yes, but not a chode-smoking man. And no mention of rimming either.

I think, therefore I smoke chode. How very philosophical.

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Reply to WingDing

What is chode?

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Reply to svol

The Forum Gigolo/Virgin/Granny strikes again!! :smile:

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Reply to WingDing

Yeah yeah... can I help it that I'm not English?

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Reply to svol

I thought someone already looked this up? Was it Eden?

It's a euphemism for penis Svolly...

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Reply to girlnamedlou

And you'll try to make me beleive that you been friend whit a good looking girl and the tought of sleeping whit her never crossed your mind...ya right and I'm the Pope !

I'm not saying that all the callgilrs are rotten chicks,I'm just saying that to be friend whit one is hard stuff,it's hard being friend whit a nice looking girl whitout any sexual toughts,imagine a proffessionnal.

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Reply to varlo

That explains a lot.

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Reply to svol

Guys you all got it wrong, that's why me and Svol here have no idea what yer talking about.
It's written CHOAD not CHODE, so I got mixed too.

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Reply to eden

Ok, let's say for argument's sake that this is a normal schlong: 8-------->
ok, now a chode would be more like this: 8===>
got it?

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Reply to Flamethrower205

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And you'll try to make me beleive that you been friend whit a good looking girl and the tought of sleeping whit her never crossed your mind...ya right and I'm the Pope !


Greetings your eminence! :tongue:

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Reply to camieabz

I'm GOD though....

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Reply to dhlucke

This would be god of a religion with 3-4 members right?

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Reply to lhgpoobaa

You're being sarcastic!

But it's understandable!

Look Cindy, it's evident that such a subject touches
you in ways that us guys perhaps can't readily
feel. Yes, it's true that the parenting of these girls
has much to do with it, so does their non family
environment and also circomstances. But the
thing is, there are so many of these girls. In my
local paper there are dozens and dozens and it
just makes me wonder.
You see, I don't have and girl friends. And since
some time now, I've been feeling a very strong
urge towards the feminine, as like in becoming
close and sharing understanding. I have some
good inseight into the reasons for this but for now
it's the "what to do about it" that's keeping my
attention.
I've allready approched two strangers in the
shopping center and I've learned from those
experiences but that was like just a taste of
what I need. And yes yes, in a perfect world
just my wife would suffice. I guess MY world
is'nt perfect yet...
So yes. I'm seriously contemplating asking a
local callgirl if she would let me take her out to
lunch as "friends". I'm open minded enough to
easely throw all the preconceived crap to the side.
Just to take the person as she is a that precise
moment and go from there.
Will physical sex come to mind? Of course it will!
So what. I just look at the thought and let it go to the
side as well. I need to be friends with her, you know,
share trust, share feelings, fears, visions and share
support.
Perhaps to many this will sound like a drug induced
fantasy. In a way, they would be right. But then again,
the only things spychotropic drugs induce you to see,
are things that your mind tries desperatly to keep you
from seeing. Just a different reality.

I feel the strivings towards the opposite sex are healthy.
I beleive it's one of the major evolutionnary forces at
play and it should be exploited.


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Reply to pike

I am GOD. Your GOD! Those burning bushes you see outside Sydney are my calling!

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Reply to dhlucke

Quote :

I need to be friends with her, you know,
share trust, share feelings, fears, visions and share
support.


I don't think callgirls are the best way to get that.

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Reply to svol

Sorry ,didn't know you where Gay !! :wink:



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Reply to varlo

Quote :

Sorry ,didn't know you where Gay


eh?

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Reply to camieabz

Or Canadian...

We're really sorry about that.

:evil:

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Reply to SammyBoy

Can you imagine being gay AND Canadian? Sure such an affliction cannot exist?

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Reply to WingDing

You and Varlo just are not on the same wave lenght!

Stop while you both are still ahead.

Also, what was that about a bowl of bad apples? How many callgirls have you met in your life? If you've met many, don't give us a number, just saying many will suffice...:)...I've met none, zero, and will not judge them all from the stereotype that they have been given.

I will find out for myself!

Yes, I am THAT brave!

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Reply to pike

You said yes to all my questions.

I can't beleive they ALL have STDs or that they ALL are drug addicts. Perhaps more than the rest of society, that would be acceptable.

I'm glad to see you beleive they have feelings cause that is what is important for what I need from them.

As far as friendship, stranger things have happenend, so I can see no obstacle there. No one has a more open mind than me, well, at least no one is striving to that end as much as I...

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Reply to pike

canadian?
omg

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Reply to pike

Of course it exists...no, not me. I'm just canadian and crazy.

I wish qoop were here to help me out with this post, I sincerely do...:(

cya dingding

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Reply to pike

Danny...
I was being sarcastic, because it saddens me to think that a woman would willingly send her daughter into that kind of life. Yes, I understand that it exists...but that doesn't mean it can't sadden me.

I have a very good friend, one of my two best friends in fact, who prostituted herself for money to buy drugs. She has been clean now for about 6 years, and she is an amazing woman. When I try to imagine the person she said she was at that time...I just can't. She's very spiritual, and is totally humble about the experiences she's had.

I do not have disdain for prostitutes. I have more disdain for the society that created them and lets the practice thrive. I have read some amazing stories about women who are caught in that world...women who just wandered into it in the hopes of making some money or desperate to just survive. Many of them are trapped...caught in the cycle and can't get out.

Callgirls...I don't know. It's an interesting profession, and I have to imagine that women who are "high-class" call girls are more intelligent and less prone to drugs than their "street" counterparts. Escort services often employ well educated men and women who just happen to be beautiful and find that they can make beaucoup money by using their appearance to their advantage.

I think it would be interesting to talk with them...to learn the "why's" of it all. But I guess I don't understand why you would choose "a callgirl" as a female you feel compelled to get to know...

Maybe I didn't understand your initial post well enough...

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Reply to girlnamedlou

Thanks for showing Cindy, it means a lot!

Yes, it's society that does make the "conditions" for these girls to go that route. However, and this is a most unpopular view, who or what is society? My view is it's you and me and them. Of course some contribute more to some darker aspects of society than others, but we ALL must feel responsible to a degree and no person can wash his hands of any of societies ills. Don't want to play any guilt trip on anybody, I'm no Angel, but it's my view, that's all. We are society, at every moment.

I'm glad your friend found the strenght to work her way out of the situation she was in. She is a good example to others that feel trapped, with no hope.

Drugs are sh!t, periode! We sometimes joke about them but dammit, we should'nt give the impression it's fun. I've never done anything hard, just pot (can never get the spelling right for that other word), and even that was enough to give me major issues when I was at a "delicate" age, as in 15/16/17.

So, I would imagine a self employed prostitute (I feel bad using using that word) that never does drugs would have a much better chance of it.

And if I seem to be "glorifying" the profession well this is the thing. In ancient India and much of the orient I suspect and even in the middle ages in europe, religious prostitutes were honoured and very highly respected members of society. Things slowly changed, mostly with the arrival of masculine oriented religions, as christianity. They did not enjoy the power the feminin had in society.

What I'm getting at, is that allthough the practice of these sexual priestesses has stopped or let's just say is no longer sanctified by society, well, the reason for their existence way back then still does exist today. The reason is that both sexes are born with an innate striving for a "spiritual union" with the opposite. And this is so much more than just "screwing around" (forgive me)!
It's the thing we are talking about when we are talking about ultimate soulmates.
And every person in this forum knows what an ultimate soulmate is! We see her/him in our visions and our imagination. When we first see that person walk across the room and our total awareness is drawn to her, to every every movement she makes, that is the imagination showing us that we have this innate knowledge of what the perfect soulmate is and we project this onto the person that it most seemingly fits best.

The ultimate soulmate is INSIDE of yourself but to awakend her up, to actually feel her presence there, you must also feel her OUTSIDE. And only then, when the connection in the physical world is done, will the ONENESS be felt.

Unfortunatly, few people arrive at that oneness, because they mistakenly beleive that the physical connection is permanently necessary for it's continuation. That is the big illusion. Once the oneness is felt inside, it is their permanently regardless of the physical. Actually there is even no more need or desire for the sexual act other than for procreation. Yes, the change is THAT impactfull. But, you are TOTALLY liberated from all those distracting and unproductive emotions and desires linked to sexuality. Once you have attained this oneness, even the sexiest person will not waver your attention, because they are no longer an issue, you are now COMPLETE.

And that was why sexual priestesses were so worshipped.

And as for marriage, well, few really know what it means when it's said to be Sacred! I didn't. And now what?

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Reply to pike

Quote :

I'm glad your friend found the strenght to work her way out of the situation she was in.


You're exactly right...she worked her way out. She nearly died, twice, due to overdoses and just illness because of her lifestyle, and it took the people at Narcotics Anonymous to help her get to where she is now. I love her dearly.

Quote :

The reason is that both sexes are born with an innate striving for a "spiritual union" with the opposite.


I don't think this is the reason that most people seek out sex from prostitutes. It may be the reason for SOME, but I have a hard time with that idea.

I think that for the most part, we are floundering, and until we find ourselves, and remember what we are, we are constantly on the lookout for something that fills the void. For some it's sex, for others it's material possessions, for still others it's the quest for knowledge...so many ways for us to be distracted.

But what you're saying sounds like something akin to Nirvana. However, isn't it a Zen teaching that once you achieve Zen, and actually take note that you're "there", you are no longer there? Kind of paradoxical.

I think that prostitution is a service that is provided to fill the void. I don't think that your average "John" goes to a prostitute because he craves deep spiritual communion. I think he goes to satiate his most base desires, and thus to fill the void with something that ultimately leaves him unsatisfied (hence repeat customers).

Remember Danny...just because you are on a spiritual journey...doesn't mean that everyone else has heard the call to figure things out. I know plenty of people who are content with just NOT knowing... Maybe they'll change their minds one day...who knows.

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Reply to girlnamedlou

[pre]But what you're saying sounds like something akin to Nirvana. However, isn't it a Zen teaching that once you achieve Zen, and actually take note that you're "there", you are no longer there? Kind of paradoxical.[pre]

Appparently few have reached nirvana, if the definition of such is the total dissolution of ego, of personal self, and the merging of individual consciousness into the source of all existence or cosmic consciousness or if you prefer into God. By the way, individual consciousness is apparently never sacrificed for the universal. We keep the identification of "I" but, actions are no longer dictated by ego's pursuit of self gratification and rather follow the pursuit of the higher goal dictated by the supreme consciousness.

The state of zen is more common and means, for many, the state of pure individual awareness not distracted my mind as it is in those spaces between thoughts during meditation.

However, the goals of nirvana & zen as fundamental as they may be, may be considered as distractions to the person who's soul burns with the desire for something else. How can one sit for hours in stillness when his heart is bleeding with desire for companionship...

Sorry, not my best friday afternoon...:(
Will get back to you.

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Reply to pike

"Sigh"...
I will join in this conversation, but to add some thoughts...

I feel that every friday, I depress myself.
I always feel that I am seperated from my friends. I was able to narrow it down to such because I then start imagining my friends' faces in my head, imagining situations.
I feel it is depressing because, possibly, the thought of 2 days where it's not in the same place as usual, and probably the void they leave when I won't see them for the weekend is there.
What can I do guys?
It just happens! I feel like I am spiritually disconnected each friday, away from those I feel each day near me, no more of that feeling of happiness near them...

I have too many problems these days, I keep caring too much about the others' states or personalities. Do you realize how problematic that is?
This is probably so shameful to even say...
The fact I actually get annoyed or get hurt by discovering other friends' ways of living...
This is how far my mind has become messy... I keep caring too much or worrying about others', and it produces nothing but pain and drop downs in mood. I don't want to entirely be desensitized of such. I would always react if I found out a friend was dealing or consuming drugs, or smoking. But what I want to stop, is those utterly hurtful thoughts in my head. How on earth someone else's way of doing something, directly hurts my soul is just beyond me. It's like I am so connected spiritually that he is one on me, superposed, and therefore what he does, collides with MY personality.
I am hoping things like Karate next year will create some serenity in my head, calm, remove stress and all care of things that are useless.
You Pike understand so much of spirituality that you must have known something like this, or have an idea why I am thinking like this. I need some advice, I need help...
I won't go crazy or anything, I've been close to deadly depressions, but being the determined person about living, I never even thought about suicide during that time and just survived and endured the pain. So one thing that I know about myself that will protect me from what some people might go crazy from or develop mental problems, is that I am conscious, I know what I am doing, I realize so much around me. This state allows me to maintain balance with the world around me.
However it's the emotions, the feelings. I am an open person about my emotions, very often, so that's not a problem.

Anyways I hope you can help me in my two problems, or give me some advice.
It's friday now, the depression is slowly calming down now, as it's 10:20... I think it peaks around 7! :smile:

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Eden, what are your hobbies? What do you do that takes place outside? Do you have anyone or anything in your life that depends on you for anything? Do you have a pet?

Tell us more about what you do in your life...




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Reply to girlnamedlou

Darn night shifts (19:00 to 07:20) and add to that, that they have totally cut us off internet at work ...:(((

Anyway, at home now, after having stoped at "Patio Vital" for 2 eggs and bacon...:)

No Eden, you are not crazy!
It's the world that is crazy and you must work your way out of it, into sanity, and that is exactly what you are doing. No, it isn't easy, but inside, you just know, you can just feel that you are right. And you are.

It has been written: " love your neigbour as you would yourself"! Well what you are describing with your buddies, that close friend whom you become connected to, well that is a definite step along the way to becoming what you and all of us were meant to become. One family of man on earth, carring for each other as we would for ourselves.

Please don't take what I say as cash. I'm of course just commenting on what you added yourself. It's what I beleive, that's all.

Craziness is walking down the sidewalk down town and never smilling to anybody. I used to be like that, but not anymore. Today, I find myself smilling to strangers and no, not just the pretty ones, any of them. Do they think I'm crazy? Maybe! But that is ok, it's a sign that I'm on the right track!

Don't expect society to acknowledge your inner truths! Society is for the most part a construct of egos. And you know the ego does not want you to gain total control of reality for in that instance it will loose it's own control.

Anyway, Eden, Cindy is getting to a point that I beleive can be beneficial. If I may be so bold as to guess at what she means...

Yes, go outside and take some walks, just to change the seenery and get fresh air. Walk to the "depanneur" or wherever even if you don't need anything, it's just the fact of being in action that is important. And it's the physical act that is also beneficial not just the mental activity. So get off the chair in front of that pc screen and move.

I have a membership at "Sporteck" in Hull and every chance I get I go for swimming or a sauna. Or I bring a book and stop at a "Tim Hortons" for a hot chocolat or ice tea just to site and read and get different threads of thought going.

Music can be excellent, but beware, not ANY music! You need, at those hours you say the restlessness gets worst, some SOOTHING music not the opposite. I think you know what I mean, you don't want to ADD to the stress, you want to SUBSTRACT from it, yes?

I'll also share something more personal. You seem to be an emotional dude, as I, and as such we can have physical reactions to rivers of emotions that swell up inside at times. Well, dammit, it's ok to weep Eden! When you are alone with your feelings, it's ok to cry. If someone tells you "real men don't cry", well, tell them "oh! really!", but think to yourself "assholes" don't cry!

Emotions can be some some of the strongest motivators, and it's not helpfull to wall them up in the hope they will vanish. Much better to live with them, understand them and become friends with them. They are part of what you are. Be a WHOLE person! Be COMPLETE!

By the way, snakes make cool pets...:)

I do staring matches with mine, but they always win...hahahahaha


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Reply to pike

Hobbies, well it's the computer majorly.
I am also a person who likes to draw a lot, art/drawing has always been my main strength.
No I have not cried, (answer to Pike and possibly you if you wanted) since a long time. It's weird but I can let it all out by acting serious, or simply talking about it here. I am telling you, despite being so emotional, I am not a cry-baby, nor a coward, nada. I do tend to be less brave in public, but the recent happenings, our english class as well (it hasn't been an english class lol, the teacher actually teaches us psychological stuff, we never did any grammar or verbs this year, this is pure advanced psycho stuff. We learn about the human triangle, the body language. I think the teacher wants to prepare us when we finish this final year and go to college or the world of work.) and the people here, have helped me create this bigger sense of esteem, as if now I really do act more like Pike, with a "why should I care what THEY think" attitude.

When I go out, it's usually to go to the movies with a friend or two or with cousins. Otherwise it's to go to someone'e house. Nobody depends on me. People know me as a reliable person, I always do my job as soon as it's given. I make all my homework in the same day they are given, knowing I can then relax later on while they accumulate them into the day before. For example, yesterday I had 2 friends shouting at me at how I need to go out each night, instead of doing my homework. Then, what really broke the point they had, was when they were like: nobody does their homework like you do, hell I do mine rarely!
I didn't know what to say but it came to me evening time. I should've just said what represents me: GOOD, at least I'm not a conformist!

I had two beta fish, except to be honest, I developped such a closeness to the first one that when it died (about 4 years ago), I really felt so sad that some tears got out. I am just not the person that can handle losing someone. Now I no longer have pets, well I never did anyways, my mom just can't stand dogs and cleaning after them heheh. But I know personally it'd be hard now if I had one, taking care and all while I have a busy schedule.

In weekends, I often hope that the family has some plans with the cousins or that we invited or are invited to them or friends of the family. Tommorow I have plans to go to a friend who is assembling a new Pentium4 2.4GHZ system, he never assembled such, and wants me to be around, as well as my close friend who is an expert assembling. It's not like I am the type that's friendless, if you were to only base yourself on my emotions though. Sometimes people tend to imagine the person that is so personal to herself, so closed, so emotional tends to have little friends. But in fact my determination to grow the aura of friends is what makes me have so many friends at school. I am not trying to show off or anything, just clearing that nearly everyone in the class talks to me occasionally, and I hang out on a big table in the cafeteria with dozens of pals. I have about 2 close friends, as in those who really know me more. So really, my social life is just not abysmal at all. Of course I could stand to be more outgoing, and yes I tend to be a bit more discrete in PUBLIC areas, but that is becoming less apparent as I evolve. My plan is not to become shameless though, I have always had a caring side and a worry side for hurting people or annoying them so these "modules" in my head make sure I don't completly change.

Really, what I feel I need, is some ways to have this mind stop caring so much as if I am connected to someone else, that as if that person is ME, and therefore what THEY do, what they like/dislike, what they feel is ok/not ok, collides over me. It's too much at some point, but the good thing is I control myself so well, that I can expell the feel either here or by thinking and finding ways to solve it.


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It sounds like you're saying that you think you are easily swayed by other people's beliefs, opinions, actions etc. That if someone close to you says or does something, that you somehow assimilate what they're saying into your own beliefs. Is that what you mean?

Or do you mean that other people's actions or words have such an IMPACT on you that it hurts you. Like if they say something bad, about anything, that you take offense to what they're saying like they're deliberately attacking <i>you</i>.

I'm not sure exactly what you mean Eden.

In the case of BOTH of the examples above, I can sympathize. We talked before about being Leo's...and I have experienced both of the above feelings.

If neither of these describe it...please try again...I'm trying to get it... :smile:

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