Death and Survey.

Ok.. the other day 2 people were killed in an apartment complex my brother used to live in and that I used to hang out. It's no more than 5 minutes from where I work. It's not really a bad area either.

Two 21 year olds..dating.. I guess she was goin to break up with him.. something happen, he pulled out a gun, shot her 7 times in the hallway of the complex. He went into the apartment and shot himself.
Both are dead.. no one really knows what happened because it was just the two of them.

They both have MySpace accounts.

I went out to the girl's myspace.. she had a survey, all this and that of what she wanted to do in life.. how she was in love, etc. All her friends comments from after and before her death.

In her survey.. biggest fear? dying or having someone close to her/someone she loves dying.

He had the same survey. Biggest fear? Being alone.
But his had another question on it.. How do you want to die? His answer? Hopefully saving someone else's life.

I read through both their things.. it's a deeper look into someone's life. It a permanent memorial for them now on the website.

Police haven't said if anyone was drunk.. the neighbors reportedly heard her yelling for him to stop, 7 gun shots.. and then nothing after that. They dated 3 years or so.

Anyhow.. one can read through all the comments and get a general idea of what she was doing from her friend's comments and then.. she's dead. Seemed like things were going well too. I was looking for some kind of hint that something bad had happened to lead to it.

Maybe this disorder was behind his actions? I know I can get intermittently explosive but having the gun with him leads you to think he had some time to think about what he was doing.

Digger, it makes sense. For every thought, for every action, there is a habitualization process that takes place and for every part of that process there is sub-conscious psyche development which sees all thoughts and all actions ingrained in that area.

We think out our lives on both a conscious and sub-conscious level; its the latter that we will come to understand more as time moves forward past the naughties and into this century's teens/adolescent years.

He pre-empted his actions, as did she. They would have relayed this information to each other both verbally and physically through the passion that was thir relationship.

He's a cocksmoker for smoking her; but we all know that dont we.