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On Fri, 23 Jul 2004 09:07:52 -0400, Angbandit77 <vash2003@charter.net>
wrote:
Well, I've read the whole thread and I now can safely say that you
all have every reason to dump on the guy. He appears to be
dellusionall about quite a few things, his game now withstanding. ; >
Still though, I happen to like Westfront, but trying to get your game
in some list of noteriaty or merit should be done be allowing the work
to speak for itself, not by trying to get it mentioned as many
websites as you can or posting every little change to the game on this
newsgroup or any other. If it was me, I would keep working on the
program until everyone agreed that my game was the greatest and be
happy just to have a smug look on my face.
>Found this so far. Don't know if this is the same guy but then again,
>how many Paul Allen Panks can there be out there? I find myself on
>the road to agreement with the rest of you on this guy...
>
>From: Richard Smol
>Newsgroups:
>sci.psychology.psychotherapy,alt.consciousness.near-death-exp,alt.consciousness,talk.origins
>Subject: Re: Are these experiences real?
>
>
>Paul Allen Panks wrote:
>
>> I wanted to share my story with your audience. I believe it is a
>> fascinating story about my encounters with the spirit world. I have no
>> adequate explanation for them, nor do my parents. I'm not sure what
>> they represent, or if they are hallucinations, but they appear real.
>
>Hallucinations always appear real. That's their hallmark.
>
>> I am at a loss to explain why I have seen angels, ghosts, UFOs and
>> disincarnated entities for over 7 years now. Such entities have included:
>>
>> [a] Allen, my father's father.
>>
>>
Jeff Moritz, the former Flagstaff Peace Officer.
>>
>> [c] Robert Martin, the former DPS Peace Officer.
>>
>> [c] Ann, my mother's mother and my grandmother.
>>
>> [d] James, my mother's father and my grandfather.
>>
>> [e] "Susan", a guardian angel who first visited me in October 1995.
>>
>> [f] A Siberian Husky, who first appeared the evening my grandmother
>> past away (in late-July 2002)
>>
>> [g] My unborn daughter, who has appeared frequently since October 2000.
>>
>> [h] Lindsey Chainhalt, who first appeared to me last month.
>>
>> John Candy, the comedian from various movies
>>
>> [j] Walter Payton, the NFL athlete from the Chicago Bears
>>
>> [k] An untold number of ghosts and other apparitions, usually in
>> graveyards, cemeteries and sometimes during church.
>>
>> [l] At least three distinct encounters with angels, two in Flagstaff and
>> one while in Paradise Valley.
>>
>> [m] One unknown UFO encounter, August 2000, flying overhead
>> south-southwest at a low altitude, absolutely silent and with no
>> engine noise whatsoever.
>
>Most sound like hallucinations to me, perhaps combined with a feverish
>imagination. Stray dogs are nothing special, for instance.
>
>> These UFOs flew in formation to form a "triangle", at least seven of them
>> were present and they distinctly resembled flying saucers seen on
>> television shows and other UFO reports worldwide.
>
>Yeah, and if UFOs would have been defined as banana-shaped you
>would have seen a bunch of flying bananas, no doubt.
>
>> I have also experienced at least two OBEs and one NDE, where I entered
>> into a bright light and was shown flashes of my life while on earth. This
>> transpired while I had briefly fallen asleep, and then I was returned to
>> my body at the top of my head, to which I received a tremendous jolt and
>> gasped for breath. When I finally became oriented again, I felt tense and
>> not relieved at all. I did not discuss this with anyone because I felt I
>> was losing my mind, or part of my mind.
>
>More hallucinations, clearly fed by similar stories. NDEs on operation
>tables are likely to be caused by Ketamine and Phencyclidine, which
>are
>used for anaesthetics.
>
>> Additionally, I experienced a vision in a dream-like state in which an
>> angel with a flowing gown brought my unborn daughter to my side, and asked
>> her when she would like to come to Earth. She was unsure, so the angel
>> smiled at me and they reentered the light and then the vision and dream
>> faded away into oblivion.
>
>I do get the idea that you might be suffering from sleep paralysis.
>
>> In July of 2002, right before my grandmother passed away, I had a strange
>> dream in which a funeral was taking place and I saw a rose-wood coffin in
>> the center of a church. There were many people there, and Nana (my
>> grandmother) was lying in the casket holding a black rose. This was
>> exactly one week prior to when she did pass away, in July 2002.
>
>Dreams can be spooky, right? But they are just that: dreams.
>
><- snip rest of blather ->
>
>> Are my experiences real, or am I hallucinating yet again?
>
>You are hallucinating... or fantasizing.
>
>RS
>