Hey guys, I am sorry for all of this. I havent felt this bad in a long time. I posted some really thoughtless comments to Starfishy. I took something he said the wrong way, just to find out that he was being sincere. He even sent me an apology, and I am the one in the wrong. Once again, I apologize to everyone. This is a copy of the PM that I sent to Staryfish. I know this is not the place for this sort of post, but neither were my comments. He didnt deserve any of this.
There is nothing that I could say to you that could express how bad I feel. Im very sorry for what I said. I havent felt this bad in a long time. I got you mixed up with someone else, but that is no excuse. To make this even worse, their screename and yours arent even similar. I have a bad habit of losing my temper to quick. I guess its easy to have an attitude like I carry around when you arent looking at the person that you are talking to. You have never done one thing to me, and you certainly didnt deserve the comments that I said to you.
I wish that I could make this all ok, but I cant take it back and even if I were to delete my comments it wouldnt change the fact that I had said such hurtful things. I dont deserve the privledge of being able to post here anymore. Im sorry, and I really do mean this sincerely. Im going to post a copy of this message in the same forum so that everyone will see it. If I were in your shoes, I doubt that I would take this apology as sincere unless it was made public.
I havent gone to that thread to see what your comments were. I feel to much shame right now, and if you were as gracious in your reply as you were in the PM that you sent me then I couldnt handle it. I may not have called you alot of obscene names, but I did say some things that would have really hurt my feelings if they would have been said to me. Dont let my stupidity give you a bad outlook on this website. I also owe everyone here an apology for the things that I said. It will probably be awhile before I get the courage to come back around here. I wish everyone the best, I just wish that it would have been under different circumstances.